Wednesday Update :)

So that letter may have been a mistake but what happened happened and so I'm moving on.

And my friend Nathan that I thought was mad at me wasn't so atleast I have one friend back :)

So thanks for the poetry suggestion, I'm working on it now and it was a lot of help :)

here's something I found from a LONG LONG time ago:

feels like I'm drownig in a sea of black
and all around me my life flashes back
and I know I've done wrong
But this doesn't seem right
And this is the girl that I live with at night

I want to see the light
I'm tired of the dark
I want my life back
cuz I can't play the part
I wanna go back to before you came
Before I felt all this peircing pain

I'm tumbling down
down through the past
it's all around me
I'm falling fast
an endless fall into the abyss
and all I can think of is your sweet kiss

I want to see the light
I'm tired of the dark
I want my life back
cuz I can't play the part
I wanna go back to before you came
Before I felt all this peircing pain

Now I'm floating
surrounded by white
into an ocean
of your soft light
I want to go back
but your love is too great
so I'll just stay here and endure my fate